Awake In Semuta (ep) - 1999

(released during a period of temporary insanity)

Awaken Confession (Wasteland Mix)
and there's a shadow beneath the sun and shadows in the valleys where we run the darkest corners will sing out loud to hear all of heaven's sounds in the time it takes to slowly slip away we smash the silent years into a day I think Kevin is watching take a chance, why don't you try to take your dreams to heaven's skies God speaks to me in Boltonese but I ordered ham with that you  but it was recorded backwards so no one will ever know...(unitelligible) i realize LB is the beloved of billions I am not one of them stale cigarettes again. two minutes and counting...fuck it.
I'm breaking windows in the hollows of your eyes.. slip inside your well of souls to drift out with the tides. The writhing, breathing, ragged holes hang like children in my eyes and hold me down beneath your lips and swallows me alive.

and maddening your voice is in my head, lead me to your flower bed and every fear and every dread are all the dreams I dream instead. You are the leaving that leaves nothing left behind but this heart and this hate and this love and this fate this is all this is all I can feel...

I'm sinking deep beneath your world to sleep inside your empty stare. Even though I know just what you are, I know I wouldn't care. Seated in your judas cradle taking me inside and then I lose the things I used to love, I'll never feel the same again....

and maddening your voice is in my head, lead me through your flower bed. And every fear and every dread are all the dreams I dream instead. You are the leaving that leaves nothing left behind but this heart and this hate and this love and this fate this is all this is all I can feel inside for you..
Sunless (we've become) Blue (heavily treated acoustic version)
your silver glimmer haunts me chasing sundogs in the sky i'm awake in semuta, and witness to your lie to sink into the sea to sleep in your darkness we climb to your temple on the dark side of the moon in our endless disguise 

awaken, awakening time to sleep, perchance to dream in the hollow halls of forever to wait and wait and wait and wait for you  timeless, sunless we've become to fall so far, it was all for nothing these things I cannot change these things are said and done 

your eyes become the chariot of time that tears me across the sky in a reign of sand, to me, to know to always wonder why, to always wonder why...

the sands of waste raced through my fingers on the stone The shallow remains of all that was and all that's yet to come I can't awaken from all the dreams i've never had and my skin is indigo as I wander where the fallen go

Oh Abigail, it's deafening to sleep in the sigh of the hollow men. When the blue and the grey and the black and the white return to black again. And it's one misstep, and down the face of the wall I fall for you. In the comfort of your crossing here, Miriam, Miriam is blue...

Subconscious eradication of promises and trust. I'm only turning away from you to follow you down to the dust. You despise these night, you curse these days in your crucible of empty lies, but, our time was fleeting. You left me breathing, but never more the wise.

Oh Abigail, it's deafening to sleep in the sigh of the hollow men. When the blue and the green and the red and the white return to black again. And it's one misstep, and down the face of the wall I fall for you. In the comfort of your crossing here, Miriam, Miriam is blue...

Throb (hands of poseidon mix) Newsong (229 mix) - Instrumental
these echoes play across her footsteps in the undertow, fading through your winter and all the places that we used to know colder still these feelings drown beneath your feet in velvet sounds you bring me here, and bring me home and hold me close, and hold me down  

it's a change, it's a turn it's the wrong way in a city paved with time it's a heart, it's a burn, it's a reason and all the blame was mine it's a night, it's a time for breaking it's a throb in a soul unfurled it's a loss, it's a bridge of silence from here to the end of the world 

and all we were burns slowly in dying fires and falling trees and we become just one more reaching hand slipped deep into the sea these fading eyes can't catch the light so far in front of me that shines from all you tried to hold and throbs forth to bury me

it's a sin, it's a lie, holy water that never removes the stains it's a drug, it's a fix, it's a mainline of the purest form of pain it's a word it's a page of promises that are always broken (but always remain) it's a drown at the hands of poseidon, it will never be, it will never be the same...